Thursday, March 21, 2019

Ghosting

Ghosts 
slip into humanity
and leech souls
We are left with the shells of people
we are supposed to love

We kiss them
inhaling empty ugliness
let it expand how we breathe
until we collapse
exhaling

dreams 
shredded
as they climb the shards of lies
embedded in esophagus 
bleeding their way out

Ghosts hunt
feigningly
they become the fallacy
we need
to fear less

and touch more
they melt with ambivilence
a smile
desperation
misplaced desired

is easy to wear 
when it's attractive
It's prettier that way
Then we forget
they are ghosts.

 

Tuesday, March 12, 2019

Girls Night out

Whisky and starlight
doesn't celebrate women
quite the same
when 2 of us are black and seated
like oreos

the sandwich cookies
closing in on the double stuffed booth
sweet with denial
crunchy
tasteless

pane glass segregation
reserved to watch back door exits in
March rain
arriving late
centering herself

swallows 3 glasses
of discomfort
contorting narratives that lie to each other
in between polite bites
of food she never intended to eat

or listen
She drove for the echo
Her ego took the chance
but there was change in this chamber
Grace

is the bullet
grazing through
her Bullshit
as I go deeper into myself
looking for the grip of human extension

her hand is limp
she's a long drive away
from gathering her scattered wisdom
and ever seeing me
again.